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WHATS UP!?

Thing are going very good in my life right now. There is one big change, I am no longer on the volleyball team, which means I am not longer a collegiate athlete. I was kicked off the team about a week and a half ago for swearing at my coach. he's a pussy I know. But I am ok with his decision because I probably would have quit soon enough anyways. I was just sick of being over looked, especially when I have done so much more for this program than the "leaders" on the team. But like I said I am over it so I don't need to vent on that for too long.

I am however still very much in love with brenton!! we will be celebrating our 3 year anniversary this saturday (yes halloween) and I am super excited that I have been this incredibly happy for so long! He is an amazing guy and I definitely see myself spending the rest of my life with him.

Besides that nothing new...I would upload pics and change my layout and stuff but I broke my laptop over the summer and have not gotten a new one yet. and I don't come to Xanga enough to care about it .. just stopped in today to lend some advice to an old friend.

Photo Survey!

So if you haven't figured it out by now I don't really update this very often but i do check my hotmail email every now and then and check up on what Missy has been doing lol .. sounds kinda stalker-ish i know but whatev. she had a like picture survey thing on her old post so i copied it cause i love pictures and maybe it'll help you see what i've been up to .. Love ya Peace!

Picture of you in your room
(Cheesin!! but in my room before we took all the poster down.)

 so its been a really long time since i edited my xanga and i have NO idea how to do it because i dont want the green writing on the blue background... o well no one really reads this anyways cause i dont even write very often.

life is good. school is good. ect. brenton is still the love of my life and what not... P ITTSBURGH WON THE SUPER BOWL!! love it!

new pics? sure.

(brentons dad and me after the super bowl)

(me and niki)

 ( my boy!)

and again

i left my journal at school...

So now its the eve of christmas eve and i'm excited this year that we'll have a good time. i was worried last year because it was one of the first times my parents were meeting brenton's parents. but it went well and this christmas eve will go well too. things have been frustrating over break because my parents have been making us do s shit ton of chores that i hate doing. i dug a hole through clay and wet concrete 10in deep and they decided to cover it up and cut bricks in freezing temperatures and what not .. its been a lot but its about over and i still like being home with them and everyone. i ahve only gone to one realy party so far this break which is weird because we usually do this shit daily... but its cool ive liked relaxing at the house.

I got straight As this semester and it is the first semester i took a full 18 hour schedule. Brenton has been good too. our 2 year anniversary was in october. i got him a Nintendo Wii with rock band. he got me a gorgeous ring. we're so happy with each other right now it doesnt feel right.. i mean it feels right and its perfect but one i have never been in a realtionship this long and two it has enver gone this well with anyone ive ever dated. he is like an angel, hes perfect. and i love love love that we dont fight. hes amazing.

i realize now that i dont write in here or in my journal as much because my life doesn't need to be vented. i like where i am at and people can see that so i dont need to reach out for someone to read how i feel... i know people dont often read this thing, and i know no one reads my other journal.. but the idea or thoguht that someone could was enough for me. but i dont really need that anymore... until things get rocky again. i hope thay dont though. so until next time, merry christmas, happy new year and all that other good stuff. xoxo

p.s. my best friend marla is havung her baby in 2 more months and i couldnt be more excited! cant wait to meet miss mali rowan messer!

its been a while...

   i know i havent been here in a while.. i dont even really know where i left off but as of now i'm home from school for christmas break. Nadia came home with us cause she has no where else to go. i miss my boy but its only been like 7 hours... i'll see him saturday. i love him.

i dont really have anything else... but i'll post some pictures i doodled on so you'll see how i've been.
(Some are kinda older pics)